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Well, it would be an understatement to say that this is coming very late. Most of you know by now that Sam and I are pregnant. We are expecting a child around August twentieth. I am overjoyed and really hopeful and optimistic about this pregnancy. Up until this point I have been to scared to really voice my excitement.
Many of you know about the miscarriage of Skye last year. That really spooked and upset me, enough so that I didn't want to raise a hub-bub about this pregnancy, lest it be another miscarriage. Essentially, I've been afraid to let my emotions get the better of me and to put my heart and feelings for this child out there.
I love Sam and am insanely happy about our pending arrival. It's more than about time that I show it. What is the use in trying to protect myself by not showing how much I care, when that is sending negative energy to the child and keeping such excitement and love away from her/him.
I would like to thank all of you who have put in your two cents about the baby names, and say that I appreciate your support. Although I'm now opening up about my feelings about the pregnancy, I still find myself largely speechless. I'm just ecstatic about the whole thing, overjoyed. I really love you Sowy, and thank you for putting up with me. This pregnancy is one of the greatest joys I've experienced with you.
-Christopher Sowy's The Cloudy One
Many of you know about the miscarriage of Skye last year. That really spooked and upset me, enough so that I didn't want to raise a hub-bub about this pregnancy, lest it be another miscarriage. Essentially, I've been afraid to let my emotions get the better of me and to put my heart and feelings for this child out there.
I love Sam and am insanely happy about our pending arrival. It's more than about time that I show it. What is the use in trying to protect myself by not showing how much I care, when that is sending negative energy to the child and keeping such excitement and love away from her/him.
I would like to thank all of you who have put in your two cents about the baby names, and say that I appreciate your support. Although I'm now opening up about my feelings about the pregnancy, I still find myself largely speechless. I'm just ecstatic about the whole thing, overjoyed. I really love you Sowy, and thank you for putting up with me. This pregnancy is one of the greatest joys I've experienced with you.
-Christopher Sowy's The Cloudy One
