The Joys of Anger
Mar. 16th, 2010 08:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cloudy_oneSo there's a pretty important update to include here since I've been so abstract about posting when I have posted and not very concrete. Also since I haven't posted much over the last few months outside of the last couple of weeks or so.
A few months ago Sam introduced me to a young lady named Amanda Johnson from Montana/ Canada. The two of us really hit it off, though we were not too sure about what Sam would think. Well, in January we physically consummated how we felt about each other. Sam found out recently, as did the world, when Amanda let me know that we are pregnant with twins. That happened last week. So just like that, in seemingly a flash, Sam divorced me to make room for Amanda, and Amma and I got married over the weekend. Amma has had to go back home since she doesn't work here, but she's keeping me in the loop and we're as close as ever. As far as Sam and I are concerned, we're still good friends (and living together and everything) but we weren't very good as a married couple, as is evidenced by our insane relationship.
This helps lead into the relationship with families merging. My sister Terri has been wonderful in being supportive of both of us (Sam and I) as well Amanda, though they haven't had much of a chance to talk. It's a game of patience with my family since they haven't been willing to be too involved up until this point, and it seems like it always takes a pretty extreme event to bring them around.
It's something really odd and jolting to add for me to figure myself out and how things are working around me.
Life doesn't always seem like it works out the way we want it to or even the way we need it to. The face is we don't know what the fuck we're on about until it's already happened, at least if we choose not to be aware of it. That attitude works with us and it works against us because it's what we put our own personal energy into. Patience is the key to so many things, though, like with everything else, doesn't fit every lock. Rocking back and forth the waves keep us on and off our feet.
A few months ago Sam introduced me to a young lady named Amanda Johnson from Montana/ Canada. The two of us really hit it off, though we were not too sure about what Sam would think. Well, in January we physically consummated how we felt about each other. Sam found out recently, as did the world, when Amanda let me know that we are pregnant with twins. That happened last week. So just like that, in seemingly a flash, Sam divorced me to make room for Amanda, and Amma and I got married over the weekend. Amma has had to go back home since she doesn't work here, but she's keeping me in the loop and we're as close as ever. As far as Sam and I are concerned, we're still good friends (and living together and everything) but we weren't very good as a married couple, as is evidenced by our insane relationship.
This helps lead into the relationship with families merging. My sister Terri has been wonderful in being supportive of both of us (Sam and I) as well Amanda, though they haven't had much of a chance to talk. It's a game of patience with my family since they haven't been willing to be too involved up until this point, and it seems like it always takes a pretty extreme event to bring them around.
It's something really odd and jolting to add for me to figure myself out and how things are working around me.
Life doesn't always seem like it works out the way we want it to or even the way we need it to. The face is we don't know what the fuck we're on about until it's already happened, at least if we choose not to be aware of it. That attitude works with us and it works against us because it's what we put our own personal energy into. Patience is the key to so many things, though, like with everything else, doesn't fit every lock. Rocking back and forth the waves keep us on and off our feet.
