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Dec. 16th, 2010 09:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cloudy_oneWhy are you so full of yourself?
I'm not, I've just been through a lot okay? I'm not looking for accolades or even attention or anything here. I just want this to be over with already.
Get the hell over yourself! You're the main character in this story, you wouldn't be if you didn't want the attention. You know that you don't really matter, right?
I don't see what that has to do with anything..
It has everything to do with this particular situation. For some reason you think you matter, otherwise you wouldn't be playing the role you're playing. The point of this is for people to be entertained, people are entertained by giving their attention to a central figure or group of people. That's you right now. Don't you feel important? I'm willing to bet that you do when you would in fact be mistaken.
I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't answer your own questions on my behalf.
Well you're not going to answer them, are you? At least not honestly, that's not something you're very capable of I don't think. At least that's what your actions have shown.
I've been trying to make up for it!
Stop acting like this is your play already! You haven't been, if you were there would be no reason for me to be here now would there? I'm my own proof of the argument. You're an idiot, an egotistical idiot.
I don't see how insulting me is going to clear anything up.
Listen.. you know that you are the main attraction to these people right now, right? This movie, this book, this story is about you. Like that one guy likes to say, you're the star of your own autobiography. Tell me how that couldn't grow your ego.
Well I....
Don't talk yet, I'm not done. It must feel good getting all that attention. The cutting, the arguments, the sulky look you like to try and pull off, while not trying to do anything, right? All those things are you seeking attention, you're even willing to go far enough to elaborately deny it and create side stories to avoid people noticing. Which is kind of ironic now that I think about it.
Everyone likes attention.
But not everyone needs attention all the time like you seem to think.
They want to pay attention to me, they paid their money to find out about my life and what it means. Maybe they'll even get something out of it to help themselves.
First of all, nothing from you life is going to help anyone. Second of all, they paid for entertainment, nothing more. If this is on DVD or something a lot of folks probably didn't even pay. Heck, book stores and libraries give away books all the time. People just want to waste their time with you. But hey, let's give you the benefit of the doubt. Say they are interested in YOU. How interested are they really? They'll spend two hours on a movie, a few days on your book; after that they forget about you and move on to the next story which will inspire them until they forget immediately afterward and move on again.
I don't see how any of that matters to be honest with you.
You're stupid. You are being a pretentious piece of shit, acting like you have any kind of value beyond that roach in the corner.
Why do you care anyway?! If anything I matter more than I thought because you're willing to go through so much work and thought to disprove me!
Well that only makes sense doesn't it? I don't think you're ever going to really figure it out, are you?
There's nothing to figure out, now leave me alone.
You're not that lucky friend. But hey, you could always pop in a movie or something and give your mind a rest. Never know, it might work out for you. Idiot.
I'm not, I've just been through a lot okay? I'm not looking for accolades or even attention or anything here. I just want this to be over with already.
Get the hell over yourself! You're the main character in this story, you wouldn't be if you didn't want the attention. You know that you don't really matter, right?
I don't see what that has to do with anything..
It has everything to do with this particular situation. For some reason you think you matter, otherwise you wouldn't be playing the role you're playing. The point of this is for people to be entertained, people are entertained by giving their attention to a central figure or group of people. That's you right now. Don't you feel important? I'm willing to bet that you do when you would in fact be mistaken.
I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't answer your own questions on my behalf.
Well you're not going to answer them, are you? At least not honestly, that's not something you're very capable of I don't think. At least that's what your actions have shown.
I've been trying to make up for it!
Stop acting like this is your play already! You haven't been, if you were there would be no reason for me to be here now would there? I'm my own proof of the argument. You're an idiot, an egotistical idiot.
I don't see how insulting me is going to clear anything up.
Listen.. you know that you are the main attraction to these people right now, right? This movie, this book, this story is about you. Like that one guy likes to say, you're the star of your own autobiography. Tell me how that couldn't grow your ego.
Well I....
Don't talk yet, I'm not done. It must feel good getting all that attention. The cutting, the arguments, the sulky look you like to try and pull off, while not trying to do anything, right? All those things are you seeking attention, you're even willing to go far enough to elaborately deny it and create side stories to avoid people noticing. Which is kind of ironic now that I think about it.
Everyone likes attention.
But not everyone needs attention all the time like you seem to think.
They want to pay attention to me, they paid their money to find out about my life and what it means. Maybe they'll even get something out of it to help themselves.
First of all, nothing from you life is going to help anyone. Second of all, they paid for entertainment, nothing more. If this is on DVD or something a lot of folks probably didn't even pay. Heck, book stores and libraries give away books all the time. People just want to waste their time with you. But hey, let's give you the benefit of the doubt. Say they are interested in YOU. How interested are they really? They'll spend two hours on a movie, a few days on your book; after that they forget about you and move on to the next story which will inspire them until they forget immediately afterward and move on again.
I don't see how any of that matters to be honest with you.
You're stupid. You are being a pretentious piece of shit, acting like you have any kind of value beyond that roach in the corner.
Why do you care anyway?! If anything I matter more than I thought because you're willing to go through so much work and thought to disprove me!
Well that only makes sense doesn't it? I don't think you're ever going to really figure it out, are you?
There's nothing to figure out, now leave me alone.
You're not that lucky friend. But hey, you could always pop in a movie or something and give your mind a rest. Never know, it might work out for you. Idiot.
